#hyperfixation is a fickle bitch

[midnightmoodlet-art]

I know I should be more active and draw more but I am too busy making my OCs kiss each other

devastating

[thisaliennerd]

the problem with getting caught up on a bunch of dimension 20 very quickly is i have so many ideas for so many pieces and i simply can't commit to any of them

anyway, tag yourself

[notsodailycake]

Its all okay dont worry! whenever you want to write or find your motivation again I will be here to read it ^^ No pressure you to go back, do what you enjoy thats more important I respect it, hope you have a nice day/night *hugs*

Thank you anon, that's very sweet of you. I appreciate it

And I'm glad that, for what I DID share, you've enjoyed it uwu

[babblish]

A Year in Writing; 2024 — A Retrospective

Due to circumstances I'm going to have to present this post a little differently than I normally do. You may note I basically retreated from fandom stuff, and I cannot share the fics I've published in chronological order. Nor can I share too much data in the way of word counts per each project exactly as I have done in the past.

Don't mistake me, I have been writing this year. It's just... something bad happened in my brain that isn't exactly burn out but is similar, in that presents in a way that means I don't have the cognitive capacity to write Prose™. It's been this way for the overwhelming majority of the year, and honestly I was already struggling with it for the last half of 2023.

There's a lot of reasons for this, some of them personal, some of them we're all struggling with to some extent. I could point to the increasing fickleness of fandoms, write a whole essay over how it is soooo incredibly difficult to remain motivated when no one is engaging with what you're working on, bitch about how fucking soul destroying and exhausting it is to be a disabled person in any capacity in our society, let alone one seeking access to further resources.

BUT that's not why we're here. This isn't a sob story, this is a post mortem of my writing efforts for this year. Sure it sucks to be you not able to read new additions to my fics, but the fact of the matter is I do not control the rate at which I heal, nor major life events that happen whether you are ready for them or not, and I most certainly do not control the rate at which hyperfixation.

Stats

Overall Word Count: 160303

Highest Word Count in a Day: 3227 (April 26)

Average Word Count on a Writing Day: 921

Priority Project: 118807

Other Projects: 1662

Notes, Emails, & Correspondence: 39834

What I Learnt as a Writer in 2024:

Personal private wikis and how to use them. It's still a learning curve, but each month I'm getting a little better at knowing what I need and what I can do.

How to be stronger and more resilient; knowing when it's okay to pack away a project (even it's unfinished but so close to completion) in order to focus on myself and my own immediate needs.

What I thought was strong will and resolve was actually catastrophically debilitating decision fatigue. With ADHD medication, I'm learning impulse control in ways that are downright humbling at my age.

(This is something I technically learnt as an artist years ago but...) When you're not actively practicing a skill but are still thinking about it daily, you're still growing and learning in understanding of theory that will be ready to bounce into action when you're ready.

Writing Goals for 2024:

I still want to finish Under the Wave, it bugs me to a neuroatypical degree that it remains unfinished. I cannot guarantee I'll be ready to return to it next year, but once I am ready I will make an attempt.

Outside of this I am unsure if I want to return to ToA projects. I quite like what I've done over the years and I fully support people going back and re-reading, downloading my fics, hell even binding them if you want, who even KNOWS what the internet is going to be like in 5-10 years time. (Just don't sell my fics for money or claim them as your own.)

But I'm tired, I don't know where that ToA spark is hiding anymore. I will ultimately go towards whatever makes my brain go brrrrrrrr, and for me rn that is in worldbuilding stuff and my gay little dnd guys. It is possible that finishing Under the Wave will bring it back again, but I can't make promises.

[2020 Retrospective] [2021 Retrospective] [2022 Retrospective] [2023 Retrospective]

[thepringlesofblood]

A Brief History of Arm Removal in The Adventure Zone: Balance

I need to be stopped.

(updated to include TAZ Imbalance)

For the purposes of this list, we’re defining arm removal as

an instance of a being/force removing or destroying the arms of another being while not destroying the rest of the body.

Legs/other appendages don’t count. (but are listed in honorable mentions for funsies)

Exploding/disintegrating/unmaking a being who has arms doesn’t count, since it destroys the whole body at once, not just the arms.

the arm does not have to be completely intact when it is removed e.g. #10

If the rest of the disarmed being’s body is targeted post-arm removal, that’s OK as long as the arm(s) were targeted first and separately. e.g. #2, #7

my method: going through the transcripts on tazscripts.tumblr.com (thanks @tazscripts​!) and Ctrl+F-ing “arm” “leg” and “limb”

I did not go through Here There Be Gerblins since the whole arm removal brand™ started after Moonlighting, but by all means lmk if you can think of a significant arm removal before then, or if you found one that I didn’t include (that fits the criteria).

The original - in the trial of initiation, Magnus slowly tears a mannequin’s arms off (Moonlighting)

Taako technically cuts Trent the treant’s arm off shortly before disintegrating him (Petals to the Metal)

Taako blasts the crystal golem’s arm off (Crystal Kingdom)

Magnus takes off Hodgepodge’s arm as a trophy (Crystal Kingdom)

The Infamous Chop - Magnus chops off Merle’s arm to save him from fully crystalizing (Crystal Kingdom)

Magnus performs a mass disarmament of deactivated/dead robots in the robot room (Crystal Kingdom)

Magnus rips robot Magic Brian’s arm off (Crystal Kingdom)

Griffin mentions a robot “that Carey and Noelle kinda trashed earlier. It’s missing an arm” so the implication is that Carey and Noelle disarmed it (Crystal Kingdom)

Merle takes off his soulwood arm for a mud bath (Lunar Interlude III: Rest and Relaxation) (it’s non-aggressive, but it is still arm-removal)

Magnus burns and then chops off Roswell’s arm during the bank robbery (Eleventh Hour)

Magnus pulls an arm off a mannequin during the Heart Attack dating show thing (Suffering Game)

Magnus performs another mass disarmament of mannequins during the Boss Rush (Suffering Game)

The Reversal - Edward-Magnus ripping off mannequin-Magnus’s arm (Suffering Game)

Killian snaps a hunger-beast-skeleton’s arm off (Story and Song)

Live shows (not comprehensive)

Taako explodes a monster arm in Live Boston Stunt Spectacular by high-fiving it real hard

Magnus cuts his own arm off at SDCC live show bc he stuck his hand in a mimic chest

Magnus rips a bunch of tiny metal arms off some robots at live candlenights 2018

TAZ Imbalance

Magnus cuts a slow burn guy’s arm off in the first episode

Arm Removal Count Per Character

Magnus: 8 individual arms removals (including his own), 3 occasions of mass disarmament of a large amount of robots/mannequins.

Total arms removed: at least 12, counting each mass disarmament as 1 and remembering that both of the arms of the robot in Moonlight were ripped off.

Taako: 3

Killian: 1

Carey and Noelle: 1

Edward: 1

Merle: 1 (non-aggressive)

Total # of Arm Removals (counting each mass disarmament as 1): 18

Honorable mentions

Feeding Magnus’ arm collection into the maw of the purple worm (Eleventh Hour)

The big laser pylon thing cuts a guy’s legs off when it slices the top off of the Shark Tank (Petals to the Metal)

Attaching a giant robot arm to the Starblaster (Stolen Century)

Chopping down Trent the treant could be argued as chopping off his legs (Petals to the Metal)

Magnus rips the mandibles off a cockroach. I don’t know cockroach anatomy well enough to judge whether or not they count as “arms” (Crystal Kingdom)

Magnus loses an arm wrestle despite rolling a 27 (Eleventh Hour)

One could argue that the 2 times Roswell explodes into a big blob of clay constitute “arm removal” since it caused them to no longer have arms. However, as it does not specifically target their arms, it isn’t counted in this list. (Eleventh Hour)

Roswell gets their legs knocked off jumping from one cart to another (Eleventh Hour)

Taako/Dupree bites the top off the fake shark tank during the Boss Rush and in doing so bites the Maarvey mannequin in half, cutting off his legs (Suffering Game)

Noelle walks over to Magnus and says “thanks for not rippin’ my arms off” (Story and Song)

Magnus cuts the legs off Greg Grimaldis’ final form at Nashville live show

There is a LOT of octopus leg removal at San Francisco live show. Since octopus tentacles are both legs and arms we’re not counting them for this list.

Dupree whacks the legs off some animated armor at Atlanta live show

[wickedsrest-rp-archive]

Name: Theodore "Teddy" Jones Species: Spellcaster Occupation: Temp Worker Age: 34 Years Old Played By: Lou Face Claim: Avan Jogia

"Karma is a busy bitch, sometimes she needs a little help."

Chuck and Lydia Jones had a plan. It had an incredible cost, but if it succeeded they would have the entire world in the palms of their hands. Except as often with demonic summonings; they didn’t read the footnotes nor the fine print, and it went bad. When the portal was opened and the greater demon appeared before them in an endless ocean, they didn’t quite realize that control was not part of the spell. And that the demon had a choice, and a temper. On a whim, it decided to take their first born, but in a more literal sense than what they had in mind.

Teddy was adopted by the Leviathan, who went on to assume the identity of Chuck Jones. They traveled around, often. Never really being able to stay in one place too long either because someone saw something they weren’t supposed to, or hunters of the area grew suspicious of the pair. Teddy never cared though. They had all they needed. Levi fed their ravenous curiosity and rewarded their quick learning. Taking on the mantle of a ‘lesser demon’ at a fairly young age. Levi’s wants and goals became theirs, but that didn’t mean the child was an exact copy of the big guy.

Only demon and human physiology didn’t always mix so well. As the kid grew, shapeshifted, built and rebuilt themself new bodies Teddy slowly drifted away from their human self. Until daily pain in their joints and an overly flexible body basically left them with a supernatural hypermobility disorder.

Recently, Leviathan had to return to its home dimension. After a…scuffle with another greater demon that would have put both it and Teddy in danger if it was not at full power, and if the kid was still attached through the magical tether. So together they devised a ritual, and they were able to sever the connection without killing Ted. Levi, not wanting to see anything bad happen to its now completely human ward, left a little blessing behind. A new kind of siphon. One that would take any injuries that they sustained and give them to someone else where physical contact was made. A sort of necromantic healing but completely out of Teddy’s control. 

The ritual did something else though too, something surprising to both Joneses. It unlocked a potential that neither knew that Teddy had. That of a spellcaster. It had been hidden away by the powerful demon magic. And they are only just beginning to understand what it means. While they were experienced in performing small rituals with the well of power they had to draw from before, this new magic is so vastly different they are basically learning from scratch. 

Adjusting to suddenly being human again is hard. Every day comes with a host of new challenges, new obstacles. Unfortunately, Teddy’s problems didn’t leave with their demons. Unbeknownst to the new caster, old trouble that they stirred up when they thought themself immortal has started to surface again. How long before it catches up with them? Will they be able to figure out their new powers before they end up getting someone they care about hurt? Who knows.

Character Facts:

Personality: Compassionate, imaginative, protective, witty, resourceful, childish, fickle, impulsive, opportunistic, stubborn

They specialize in protection magic, but right now it’s mostly manifesting as shields that pop up when Ted’s in emotional distress. 

Human and demon physiology didn’t super mix, the strain of shapeshifting had taken a toll on Teddy’s body. They’ve got a lot of chronic pain that just won’t go away even with the healing siphon.

Teddy loves cooking. It’s one of their biggest hyperfixations. But they never really learned the ‘human’ palate super well. While they have a surprisingly good grasp on the technical skills that go into cooking or baking almost anything, their choices for flavors are…. Fishy. To say the least. Don’t ask them to make you dinner unless you want homemade pizza with peaches and shrimp, hot fries with chocolate peanut butter sauce, or bananas stuffed with jalapenos and cream cheese. 

[krysmcscience]

HAHAHA WHOOPS I OT3'D

This is so fukken dumb lol how would this even work

Probably something ridiculous like Kish inviting himself along to every single one of their dates until it just becomes the New Normal, and then Masaya accidentally agrees when someone calls Kish his boyfriend as a joke, which then leads to Ichigo having a mental meltdown at the fact that polyamory exists as a valid option, all while Kish wonders why his boyfriend and boyfriend's girlfriend are losing their marbles over absolutely nothing.

Taking it back, that sounds hilarious and someone with spare time should write it.

The Kish/Ichigo is of course 100% optional, on the grounds that Tokyo Mew Mew needs more MLM rep, and also that the ship has issues no matter how much nostalgia insists that I keep liking it.

All that aside, I have no idea what color Kish's outfit in Return is supposed to be, and everyone else seemed to collectively agree that it should be green, but it looked good red when I was going ham on the hue slider, sooooo...red it is. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Meanwhile Masaya is the crowning champion of casual office attire, because I firmly believe that HE believes it makes him seem more "Normal" and "Approachable", a belief that will be confirmed in the worst possible way the very instant that Kish decides he needs to point out how it makes Masaya look like a Boring Teen Dad. Ichigo insists that this is fine and nice and indeed normal and approachable, but Masaya promptly goes into Deep Blue Lite mode out of sheer annoyance anyway and yeets Kish into orbit. Which is perfectly justified and okay because, as has been made Very Apparent by every last one of Kish's terrible decisions in life, such as picking every fight available to him and just asking for trouble in general, he therefore MUST be some sort of masochist who's into that sort of thing, plus he can teleport back to the ground before he asphyxiates in the vacuum of space, so whatever. He'll be Fine.

Look, I never said it was a HEALTHY OT3, okay??? XD

I have exhausted my supply of Tokyo Mew Mew scribbles for the moment, but a couple more are in the works, so. Yeah. We'll see how that works out. Probably pretty well, given my current hyperfixation level, but ADHD is a fickle bitch that cannot be reasoned with or bribed into compliance, much to my eternal dismay. (:

[fayes-fics]

Are there any other fandoms you’d be interested to write fics for in the future?

Hi Nonny!

Great question!… that I’m not sure I can answer haha 🫶

Right now, there isn’t another fandom I would write for (me and my hyperfixations lol), but I never say never, as who knows what the future holds!

I would certainly announce here if anything changes, but as of right now, I’m more likely to give up fanfic writing altogether than write for another fandom. I can be a fickle bitch lolol.

Thanks for your ask! Always willing to answer questions! 😁🧡🧡

[scrawnytreedemon]

Top 10 fave characters any/all fandoms!

OKAY G OD I HAVE BEEN MULLING THIS OVER FOREVER, and I am just..... struggling to come up with a list. I def know who the top two are, but DAMN is everyone else a revolving door of hyperfixation-fueled-fuckery.

In reverse order, to the best of my ability, we have:

10. - Bhunivelze. Gonna put Capital-G-God here at number ten. Love the fucking concept around him and the implications in the JP, but the execution and furthermore the localisation were quite frankly abysmal. Most of what I have of him is inferred or constructed, so arguably it's not his character but his concept I'm enamoured with. Even still, the guy holds a special place in my heart, doubly so since he was one of the last things me and a good friend discussed before they went MIA(miss them lots).

9. - GLaDOS. Oh. Evil. Robot. WIFE. God she is just... such a bitch, but she's so fun while doing it, you can't really be mad. There's alot of Fucked Up shit implied regarding her backstory, and lord, does it make your heart ache just that little bit. The ending is super bittersweet, with a touch of ambiguity. Would not want to be around her in real life(a sentiment that goes for most of these ~patrons~), but she's highkey swoonable from a distance. A very long distance. Preferably out the range of neurotoxins.

8. - Zant. This fucking guy... Oh Lord, this fucking guy. I have just been having a Baller of a time fleshing him out and using him as a canvas to paint out Twilight Princess. The specific hyperfixation's toned down in favour of a current variety(of which I am sure sooner or later a victor shall emerge and take the Weenie Throne), but man was it fun(if personally a bit embarassing because OCD) while it lasted. Discussion around him was what finally brought my blog to life, too; I owe this man my teeny-weeny little community. Thank you Blue Cat Alien Benedict Cumberbatch 😩🙏👌

7. - Bertholdt Hoover. GOD, it's been awhile since I touched this guy... but Bertolli....... oh, sweetie 🥺🌸. This guy did Not get a good lot in life. There's a little part of me that wishes we could have gotten more with him(beyond the fact he's confirmed to at least have a father), but also I think it's fair that his story ended where he did. Hell, that pseudo-resurrection in the finale????? God, what a punch to the gut. He's higher than Zant mostly for sentimentality's sake; been around longer, you know? Sweaty sweetie~ xoxo

6. - Solaire <3 He's new! But oh god, has he stolen my heart. This guy sticks out like a sore thumb on this list, dear god, and I love him for it. He's perfect. He's friendly. He's determined. He's sweet. His voice is so seething. He sounds like he has three bodies in his basement back home in Astora, but that's fine~ If I can get my ass off the ground, chances are you'll be seeing lots of this guy in ~2022~ I am Enamoured.

5. - The Creature (Frankenstein). This one could tie in with 4, and in terms of complexity, he might even be higher-- However, this is not a list about complexity, this is a list about my poor taste and fickle emotions~ <3 Even still, as a character from what is ostensibly my first proper Gothic novel, I've just got so much 😳💕🥺😭💓❤💖♥ for this guy; for one, 8ft hunk of uncanny beauty-turned-horror with long luscious hair and striking yellow eyes??? OH SIGN ME UP. Everyone's gushed about this guy's fucking character, I know I have, so I won't get into it but lord has he earned his spot.

4. - The Hollow Knight. God.... t h e m m e. OKAY YES, yes, they DEFINITELY line up with my type of 1. cool design 2. bigass sword 3. WOW TALL, but also... my god they are just such a sad little scringle. In a way that hits close to home, too. I've talked about it before, but as someone with a particularly thought-fueled strain of OCD and religious trauma, their whole character resonates with me on such a deep level. Bless them.

3. - Loki. --Oooooohhh, this one's an old flame. Back in 2015 Small Scrawny was obsessed with his ass. I fucking daydreamed up sad hellish scenarios while listening to Keane songs for him CONSTANTLY, baby; that was THE shit!!!!! It's been several years since then, and I've yet to see the new(ish) show dedicated just to him, but perhaps some day I'll check up and ask him what's good. So yeah, while it's been forever since I've devoted tons of care for him, he definitely holds a special place in my heart.

2. - Sephiroth. No surprise here, lmao. This guy... fucking Cosmic. He is just such a treasure trove of interesting ideas, a fraction of which I have shared in this blog. There's just so much you could do with him, so many parallels you could draw, so much to consider, it's great. He's an overthinker's dream. Plus, I can claim him as Autism Rep™ (deeply affectionate) and have everyone go 'yeah'. Love him so much, 20/10 <3

1. - Ghirahim. This guy's been with me since the beginning, and quite frankly is the yardstick to which I measure up all the others by. Over the years, my appreciation for him has mellowed out from a Ceaseless First Crush™ into an ever-wider appreciation of his character-- Or rather, its potential. While he's far more callous, I see alot of myself in him, and always have; I suppose he makes me feel seen.

And I suppose, isn't that what it comes down to at the end of the day? Feeling like some part of you or another is being seen?

I mean, that, and super-cool-swords with elegant, imposing wielders that could snap me in half.

For some honourable mentions, we have: Thranduil, for being a good ~cast member~ all these years; Princess Elise, for being absolutely massacred by SEGA and the Sonic fanbase alike-- She deserved better, I'll die mad; similarly to Bhunivelze, Eren Jaeger had some very interesting concepts and looked like he was gonna end up in a very interesting place... but then Isayama dropped the ball in the finale(I'm going to die mad about that, too), so I can't really award him much.

God, this one also sticks out like a sore thumb, but Jane Eyre is probably one of my favourite novel protagonists so far????? My god, can Jane Austen write A Woman™. I was rooting for her the whole time, and the plot turned and wound. Her dynamics with the other characters were deeply enjoyable to read, and though my memory's a tad foggy, I remember her being very relatable-- God, I hate how overused that word is, but I mean like down-to-earth; real.

It's 1:42am. This is a hodgepodge, I'm sure, but that's that. I can worry about it in... twenty business days. Yes.

Goodnight, everyone, and Happy New Year!

[xadenstorm]

i stan the ml

especially if he has jet black hair and red eyes

usually, unless above criteria happens to be second ml (if both mls have jet black hair and red eyes then yay! more for me)

i’ll also accept white hair and red eyes

even if he is a red flag

hello i am kat!

yes i remade for the nth time

yes i am an old hag

yes i am a mother to two demon children so tend to disappear days/weeks/months on end

yes i am now an animanga, manhwa, gaming (mostly valorant), life and sometimes kpop blog

no i am no longer writing (at present anyway)

my reblogs are on a queue and mostly without tags as i am a fickle bitch and disorganisation is a semblance of my life yay

current hyperfixations:

♯ anime - jujutsu kaisen, spy x family, boku no hero academia, demon slayer, one piece, my happy marriage, mashle, hell’s paradise, bungo stray dogs, bleach

♯ manga - jujutsu kaisen, boku no hero academia

♯ manhwa - secret lady, i stan the prince, the fantasie of a stepmother, under the oak tree, stranger than friends, the third ending, elixir of the sun + literally hundreds more just ask me lol

[bioshock4k]

🎶 💔 & 🏳‍🌈 (tht emoji is broken :[) for the askgame . you are going to bed right now i just saw the message in bs good night sleep well for ever

sry this tool for ever i forgot that you asked this >.<

🎶 if your hyperfixation has songs/an ost, what is your favorite song from it?

THIS the chiptune cover specifically it goes so hard.

💔 tell us about one of your LEAST favorite characters and why you dislike them.

sofia. i think that if you make a cult with your own daughter as the unwilling iconography then you should die.

🏳‍🌈 do you have any headcanons (lgbt, race, neuro, etc) that are important to you?

I DIDNT SAY THIS LAST TIME but tenenbaum jack wynand me and eleanor transgenderism are all very important to me. so important

[myaekingheart]

4, 5, 15?

[fanfic writer asks]

4. Favourite pairing?

If we're talking ships with canon characters only, my absolute favorites are Naruto x Hinata and Kushina x Minato. I definitely consider myself casually a multishipper, though, so there are a lot of other ships that I enjoy but I don't really hyperfixate on them much? At least in terms of strictly-canon-character pairings. If OC pairings are applicable, though, Kakashi x Rei is at the top of the top, my absolute favorite, my OTP to end all OTPs, the ones that put the stars in my sky, I would die for them. I have not written nearly 700k words total about them for me to not be obsessed with them, even if the fanfare for OC ships is also significantly more isolating than for strictly canon character involved ships since oftentimes you're the only person actually creating content for those characters because, I mean, you created one of them so no one else knows them quite like you do and people still don't often really give OCs quite as much respect or love as I think they deserve in fandom spaces BUT that is getting onto a completely different topic so I'm just going to shut up before I ramble too much.

5. How many words do you write per day?

It really depends. Some days, I'll be really enthusiastic and motivated and can write up to probably ~10k in one sitting, and other days trying to write feels like pulling teeth and I might only churn out 500 words if I write anything at all. I don't force myself to stick to any sort of schedule or routine or anything, though, because I feel like I do worse when I put myself under pressure. The only time I ever focus heavily on daily word count and get really strict with myself about staying on some sort of schedule is during NaNoWriMo, but even then my progress is wonky. The first time I ever did NaNoWriMo, I hit 50k in two weeks. This past year, I ranged anywhere from 150 words to 8k words in one day, if I even wrote at all. So yeah. All of this is basically just to say that I don't keep track and that my muse is a fickle bitch 😂

15. Do you ever delete works?

Not very often. I'm not a huge fan of wiping my work from existence, even if it is old and makes me cringe to look back on or something. The only thing I've deleted as of late was a series of Disney princess themed drabbles that I started, decided I hated and wouldn't care if they stopped existing, and just deleted them from my AO3 account. But those weren't important to me at any point so I didn't feel anything when I deleted them. Pretty much everything else I've written has been massively important to me at one point or another and was a story that I desperately wanted to tell, even if I never finished it. I could never bring myself to delete those works for multiple reasons: because I want to be able to revisit them for myself and maybe even finish them when my muse for that fandom potentially returns, because I want to remember how far I've progressed as a writer when I look back on my older works, because I want to keep them as a keepsake of a time in my life when that fandom and that story was important to me and as a way to remember what I was going through at that point in my life and how it manifested in the things I was writing, and finally because at any point in time that story might be exactly what someone needs to read or exactly what they're looking for and they just haven't found it yet, or they have found it and it's become one of their favorite things and they want to be able to go back and reread it as many times as they want. I have a hard time believing that anyone would ever actually feel that way about anything I've written, but who am I to stay whether or not someone can reread one of their favorite fics as many times as they want for the rest of their life? Like, who am I to delete something that is precious to someone, even if I can't see the merit in it anymore? And the other thing, too, is that I know that there are works of mine that have been deleted against my wishes due to either computers breaking or sites going under completely. When I think back on all of the content that I've created that has since been lost to the internet graveyard, it makes me really sad because I wish I could've salvaged those things for sentimental reasons if nothing else. I don't think I could ever purposefully delete anything (or at least anything that means something to me) with that in mind. It just feels kind of wrong in my nostalgia-hoarder brain 😂

[phoenixyfriend]

we can wait! motivation and hyperfixations are fickle bitches. im just glad youre having fun! -Anevka Anon

Yeah but what if the motivation for GG doesn’t come back until it’s too late

[ness-the-mess]

current hyperfixations (nov 2019):

taylor swift -> the biggest plot twist of 2019,,,,, was me becoming a swiftie

grey’s anatomy -> in this house we stan post-derek meredith grey (also schmico???? now that’s Quality Content)

tony stark -> specifically anything to w badass tony apparently???

and!! critical analysis of the youtube beauty/drama community

im probably forgetting some bc adhd is a fickle bitch like that

[rainslayre]

people i’d like to know better.

tagged by :  no one ,  stole it tagging :  anyone who wants to run from their drafts

ONE  ( ALIAS / NAME )   Lunaire TWO  ( BIRTHDAY )   March 16th THREE  ( ZODIAC SIGN )   Pisces FOUR  ( HEIGHT )   5′02″ and not afraid to fight a bitch FIVE  ( HOBBIES )   sleeping, watching videos, crying, hyperfixating SIX  ( FAVOURITE COLOUR(S) )   Black, Red, Blue, and some in between SEVEN  ( FAVOURITE BOOKS )   u h ... EIGHT  ( LAST SONG LISTENED TO )   Call My Name by GOT7 NINE  ( LAST FILM WATCHED )   Crazy Rich Asians cause it was on & airing and so my mom wanted to rewatch it again TEN  ( INSPIRATION FOR MUSE )   god i wish i knew  he’s honestly always lingering but he’s very fickle when i want him for drafts. so i just don’t press for things & try to keep up activity by doing the Smaller Things & then playing to practically his beck and call. the rest are details too boring & or he just decides to be a prick about things ~ ELEVEN  ( MEANING BEHIND YOUR URL )   he slays your heart demons with his tears rain

[mirrerover]

Hello! Have you listened to the album? If so would you share your thoughts? Hope you’re doing amazing!

Hi!

Yeah, I did. I gave it a go in the car last weekend and haven't listened to it since. Which I guess is a fair indication of the impact it made on me. 😅

Most of the songs didn't really pull me in. Although I do love Black Swan, I've put that on a playlist I listen to a lot. (I love it when they get all dramatic ala Save Me, I Need U or Let Me Know) I like what the rappers did, especially Interlude and Outro. ON, I really can't get into. There are so many sounds going on, I have trouble distinguishing the vocals. Maybe it's just me getting old. 😆

Theres 2-3 songs that'll probably make it on one or more of my playlists and become part of my regular rotation. But out of an album with so many songs, that's not a lot.

I can't fault them for the message of self love they're trying to spread. They're aware of their huge (and young) following and in addition to making big bank they're trying to do a little good. But it's not for me. I love some drama, angst, a little spite or even a little pettiness in my media consumption. They're very cute and they're very wholesome but because of that perhaps a little bland for my current taste.

But I'm a fickle bitch. I'm sure you'll catch me thirst and meme posting tomorrow. I've been following them for ages and like all my little hyperfixations I'll carry a permanent soft spot for them.

What about you guys? Loving the new stuff?